My last message to my ex

2021.10.18 05:23 Sharp-Ad-7435 My last message to my ex

Its day 84 since Breakup my body is giving up I can't take this pain anymore. Day 100 and I force myself to move on. My ex lost interest and it was kinda toxic relationship in the end. I got blindsided and badly dumped ( yes there was verbal abuse from me before it ended along with some emotional from hers ) tbh I agree to a fact that I am toxic and I'm working on it. Slowly I can see all her flaws too but that's not what matters if you really want to know about my ex relationship you can go through my older posts. However yesterday I decided to message her this in her phone number. Didnt get reply tho been 12 hrs maybe she just deleted it? Nvm I said that because I don't want to blindsight her if I think she is feeling the way she is ( which has 0.00001% chance after how she acted and is acting and how she did evth possible to push me away).
My message :
Girl u basically have 17 days to fix evth don't loose that plz. Kei vandena ma aba. Idk what u feeling call if u want to that's it. Don't call because u feel guilty I don't think I miss u only it's more than that. Okay eti vanna thiyo. Breadcrumbs Don't give. For fucks sake I have no idea. 17 days left. I tried my best I can't more than this. Idk what u feel. Call me block handena ma it's just I kinda hate u for what u did but Ik it wasn't serving u either. I don't need u okay I miss u but genuinely speaking missing u is one thing wanting to be with u is arko. U didn't give me any warning I am giving u 17 days and I can't take this. I don't need u for god's sake it's just not due to Memories or time we spent together its not due to attachment or pity u will never understand me. Pardon me eti vanna ni last himat layo. 17 din paxi don't cry ok? I can't hold on to this can't its not worth it. Ik how much relationship made me cry and u too. Ik how u treated me in the end. Fucking wish u changed halka vayeni. Because I don't want to hurt anyone ever again. Lel read a book called attached if you fr want to understand me. If u just care abt me nvm don't call. This is sth I didn't have himmat to say but I'll say anyways. Call 17 days. Regret guilt le nagara if u really wanna be with me then call else; (sadly I'll have to force myself to loose what I fear the most.: V ig u are happy but idk I said my thing thinking what u feel. I don't want that toxic relationship. You are avoidant smh u were I'm anxious (needy) diff attachment styles look kei vanna xaina sorry for hurting you. More than anything else sorry for saying those things to you. I'm trying my best to change for u? Na. I can't for u that will be just manipulation to get u back. For me? Hell us malai makasam tyo feri chahinna. 17 days don't blame me paxi warning haina there's sth that's gonna happen then.
Oi idiot save this if u want to for u. Ik u don't care but idk what's real its just idk I am feeling the way u felt when u brokeup but I'm clear with how I feel. And hell yep thanks for evth. Don't fucking let this end. Balls in your court ullu what will u do? Can't wait u know I'll give the love I have for u to my parents they deserve it. Smh u do too but u don't. Meh fuck u if u think I was attached to u. If u really wanna understand us read book named attached book by Amir. Scirbd ma xa hola. But if u don't grow I can't. Ik where I hurted u will u know? Its fine if u lost feelings lel but considering u didn't I messaged u I may regret this but I wanted to say this. After all I lost someone who lost intrest you on other hand. K vanam ma don't let something I am sorry ekdam Insecure of happen. Even know why I loved u tesari? After ur Aryan ko incident lel ever wanna know why I got so anxious? ( Blame garya haina share gareko) u said me to kiss lel ullu I'll stay away. I don't want u to do something with someone else. If u really wanna understand me. Sympathy ko SATTO empathize. First dekhi evth. Ig I did for u. When will u? Nvm u are happy be happy. Tbh Idk how u are. Anyways take care. Even if I am a monster or the worse. Idk why u do that. Why u breadcrumb can't say how u feel exactly. U will come back feeling bad for me ig. Sorry 17 days. Hera manipulation haina yo. U mattered to m alot and this is all I wanted to say. And I feel glad I did say. I dont trust u anymore and you know why too. Hey after all u lost attraction an feeling. Obsessed? Wasn't that why u loved me? Nvm maya garekai thiye. K vannu stay safe and happy. Don't regret or feel guilty. Why? Atleast respect my sacrifice for last time and be happy na. Gn
I have nothing to say 16 days and I'll do evth possible to move on can't bear this condition for more than 100 days. Wish me luck. Ik she doesn't give a fuck about us and lost intrest completely. What's your take in this?
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Since anime has been a streamer staple lately and Disney+ inked an anime deal, imagine a scenario if Bandai Namco taps a streaming service to produce anime content. Which Tales or Bamco properties you'd like to see? Here's mine:

  1. Tales of Berseria - Easily a no-brainer, Ufotable really nailed those bits in Zestiria anime if done right it could be the Tales title adapted in anime. I'd like to include some Abbey-centric episodes to flesh out Eleanor and Artorius' stories, and some of Oscar and Teres'a relationship shown in a greater detail.
  2. Tales of Vesperia - There's been a prequel movie but the story of the game itself as a whole would translate well in anime as well as fix some gaps like Duke's storyline. Vespy could work as 3 seasons with 25 episodes, each act cover one season.
  3. An interequel/sequel to Berseria and Vesperia - Since a third game to Berseria/Zestiria-verse in unlikely, a show following three two timelines: Rise of Heldalf/Shepherd Michael/Lailah and another set after Zestiria following a Malak/Seraphim protag who team up with Sorey and Velvet to take on the big bad Malak/Seraph in heavenly domain to finally eliminate malevolence once and for all. The two game have stopped the threat but not eradicated it.
  4. Vesperia sequel featuring Patty and Raven. Think of the plot like Hawkeye Disney+ show where Clint is hunted down from enemies he made as Ronin, I'm sure Raven has made enemies as his run in Altosk and Imperial knights since he's been outed as Schwann.
  5. Symphonia prequel - I remember in the group someone pitch it set during age of heroes featuring Kratos, Yuan, Mithos. Back when Derris-Kharlan isn't in ruins. It would be dark but it's gonna be like Tales for adults.
would like to hear your suggestions too.
Also: I found out there's tons of Tales anime have been made. Aside from game port, I think those films and anime TV titles should be released on Netflix and streamers globally, it would have wider reach and get more people in the fandom and buy the games.
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Hi all! I have a strange observation and I was wondering if anyone else has experienced this as well.
I have currently have 8 (non lobe) piercings. Previous to my new rook, all were pierced with implant grade titanium from a reputable piercer. I believed I was just a poor healer because I always end up heavy swelling a bruising following new piercings, as well as irritation bumps for a few months no matter how I care for them.
This weekend I got my rook done and expected the same initial symptoms. My daith and conch left me wincing every time I opened my mouth and were tender for weeks. My new piercing done in gold though? Nothing.
With solid gold I can't even feel the piercing today. I have no swelling at all, no discoloration, nothing. I am shocked.
It's likely a coincidence, but has anyone else noticed this? I don't think it's an allergy as I've healed other piercings done with titanium just fine, they just took a long time and it was a struggle to get there.
Thanks y'all! I love to hear what you guys have to say.
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